haha. happy burfdae joseph!
hope u liked de prez.
[edit/ he liked it after all =P]
yeap. and then yesterday was quite fun la, at choir (LAS T PRAC!!!!) and we celebrated miss lim's bdae. and all.
will be missing my juniors.
and im very sad cos we are most prob not going to prague le. so sad. cos de others not as enthu as i was abt it. but seriously, its for their good lor. my juniors will lose out to other chiors who've had exposeure, but they just cant be bothered. im worried, but wad to do?!
sigh. they must work doubly hard. complacency is a pitfall.
aniwaez. ive let go of all that craziness the past month.
i m not gonna let that bother me animore. so goodbye all the YOUs whove been haunting me.
they've all be released cos obsesssions are unhealthy. yea.
its time i focused on things that realli matter and not be so frivolous animore.
ive been thinking about what the people arnd me say about you.
how some are insanely crazy over your style, image, how you carry urself about our skool and such.
and how others say u shudnt have chosen this path you chose and its gonna affect you gradually and you're not gonna know it and such.
and i jsut feel confused.
part of me wants to grab hold onto that bit of you that i knew, and retain it, to never let it go.
but part of me says you'll change. and i dread it. i dread it so insanely much.
i wish that five years down the road when i meet you again you wont have turned into a stranger that i dont know. that is what scares me.
cos i believe in you. and what you want to do, what you are doing.
i believe that you can achieve your dreams and not compromise with who you are, your character and such.
i wish i'd known more of you. but if i knew more of you id want to hold on to more. and that would hurt even more right?
pls pls, promise me you'd always remember your original self, before all this manufactured pop and artificiality came about. that you'd remember who you truly are. your identity, and not give up that for things of this world. cos all it boils down to is nothing. and you cant bring nothing away.
i believe so much in you i hope you'd not disappoint.
hope u liked de prez.
[edit/ he liked it after all =P]
yeap. and then yesterday was quite fun la, at choir (LAS T PRAC!!!!) and we celebrated miss lim's bdae. and all.
will be missing my juniors.
and im very sad cos we are most prob not going to prague le. so sad. cos de others not as enthu as i was abt it. but seriously, its for their good lor. my juniors will lose out to other chiors who've had exposeure, but they just cant be bothered. im worried, but wad to do?!
sigh. they must work doubly hard. complacency is a pitfall.
aniwaez. ive let go of all that craziness the past month.
i m not gonna let that bother me animore. so goodbye all the YOUs whove been haunting me.
they've all be released cos obsesssions are unhealthy. yea.
its time i focused on things that realli matter and not be so frivolous animore.
ive been thinking about what the people arnd me say about you.
how some are insanely crazy over your style, image, how you carry urself about our skool and such.
and how others say u shudnt have chosen this path you chose and its gonna affect you gradually and you're not gonna know it and such.
and i jsut feel confused.
part of me wants to grab hold onto that bit of you that i knew, and retain it, to never let it go.
but part of me says you'll change. and i dread it. i dread it so insanely much.
i wish that five years down the road when i meet you again you wont have turned into a stranger that i dont know. that is what scares me.
cos i believe in you. and what you want to do, what you are doing.
i believe that you can achieve your dreams and not compromise with who you are, your character and such.
i wish i'd known more of you. but if i knew more of you id want to hold on to more. and that would hurt even more right?
pls pls, promise me you'd always remember your original self, before all this manufactured pop and artificiality came about. that you'd remember who you truly are. your identity, and not give up that for things of this world. cos all it boils down to is nothing. and you cant bring nothing away.
i believe so much in you i hope you'd not disappoint.
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